Death-cember Friday Realness
So, I hope you all enjoyed my "Ask A Mortician" featurette, she really had become one of my favorite Youtubers. No other videos have opened such a real conversation for me irl. Today is a rough day, it's one where my mom is at her sickest so I am bringing jello and hot tea. I have to work tonight so I need to be sleeping, but I am here watching Youtube and waiting for my Killstar order to arrive with Draven and Midna's Christmas presents ^_^
Most people here at Kindergoth are happy it's Friday, but that doesn't mean anything to me because I have to work all weekend. I think Draven does too, but everyone else will be home.
Death-cember
In with the cold comes the creepy. As much as I can, I'm going to focus on dark shit. Winter is a negative time for me. Normally, I'm really upset and depressed until the Spring rolls in. A few days ago, I started antidepressants for the first time. I'm not sure I'll be seeing actual results for a couple weeks, but I'm all for a placebo effect. I feel like I have been in better spirits. I haven't really had a total breakdown in about a week, so that's a plus.
I am worried about Mom though, I hope she feels better. She really doesn't even have the energy to get off the couch. And of course, my Dad has to come in and microwave some leftovers which the smell of makes me want to barf, so I'm sure she's feeling that even worse. But, I'm going to be up for a few more minutes, if the mail doesn't come before then, I'm just going to bed.
Most people here at Kindergoth are happy it's Friday, but that doesn't mean anything to me because I have to work all weekend. I think Draven does too, but everyone else will be home.
Death-cember
In with the cold comes the creepy. As much as I can, I'm going to focus on dark shit. Winter is a negative time for me. Normally, I'm really upset and depressed until the Spring rolls in. A few days ago, I started antidepressants for the first time. I'm not sure I'll be seeing actual results for a couple weeks, but I'm all for a placebo effect. I feel like I have been in better spirits. I haven't really had a total breakdown in about a week, so that's a plus.
I am worried about Mom though, I hope she feels better. She really doesn't even have the energy to get off the couch. And of course, my Dad has to come in and microwave some leftovers which the smell of makes me want to barf, so I'm sure she's feeling that even worse. But, I'm going to be up for a few more minutes, if the mail doesn't come before then, I'm just going to bed.
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